At 11:06 PM I am officially having a panic attack. Do you know the feeling of crippling overwhelm? Yeah this is it. I am insanely overwhelmed with every workload at school. Or must I say this hellhole of medschool haha.
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I honestly don’t know what to do anymore. I skipped class today and will skip tomorrow (by the way we’re in community so okay lang haha) because I will be a guest speaker for a child development center here in our town. So that is one of the things giving me anxiety today.
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Ang dami kong exam like sampu! And tatlo doon ay sa Saturday and I feel so dumb nanaman. Feeling ko ang bobo bobo ko. Like sobrang gusto ko nang iluwa yung sarili ko sa pakiramdam na bobo ako. Sorry self sometimes I’m just not kind enough to you.
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May side effects yung antibiotics na pinainom sakin ni Doc. Ciprofloxacin wakes up the depression demons and it’s not helping.
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Nakuha ko na yung package ni Kara, notebooks and pens. EEEEEEEEK super ganda. Super sweet din niya?
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Magwowordpress na lang ako instead of socmed kasi hindi talaga nakakatulong sa panic attacks ang social media.
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Mag-aaral na ulit ako ng Histo after nitong post na to. Promise. 😥
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Thank you for reading this panic attack post.